I am a significantly different person than I was a year ago. I’m single and I’ve dropped out of school but I’m not nearly as depressed and miserable. Thanks to counseling, medication, and the removal of several stressors from my life, I have a more positive outlook on the day when I wake up in the morning.
Things aren’t perfect. I’m still having a hard time grasping what my purpose and function is, as well as what I’m going to do with my life. I’m very lonely; outside of my family I essentially don’t have any friends and I spend a lot of my time on my own doing things by myself. I’ve lost a lot of motivation regarding fitness and exercise, which is very frustrating.
But in spite of these things, I do feel better overall. While I don’t know what I want to do with my life, I do know I don’t want to get a degree from a liberal arts school (though I love Covenant and miss a lot of stuff about it). I got a new hair cut for the first time in around eight years and I recently bought a motorcycle, both pretty exciting things for me.
I’m not sure where I am spiritually but I would definitely classify it as dry, doubting, dark… There’s a lot of uncertainty there.
My guess is cause you suck but hey I don’t know.